who tells all?

karin tells me, when i call her at 4;45 pm, abt a suicide.

she shot herself in her bathtub. her daughter found her yesterday after she hadn't heard from her.

imagine finding your mom, dead, shot to death by her own hand, in her own damned bathtub.

okay. so then. you've imagined that.

then you say, well, what would her life have been to warrant....

that's not a good path to go.

is there a way to know? to measure pain? are there "circumstances"?

and who tells?


gottes willen. ?